Late Nights and College

Having two papers due tomorrow, my mind has been in a fray of chaos not particularly in imagination. I decided, after rehearsal to finish my two papers that are due tomorrow morning. I also have been planning on going back onto here and writing more stuff on this blog (I haven’t posted anything since my first year of getting my Associates degree and I randomly stopped).


I’m not gonna give a huge three year flashback and catch everyone up on my life (I never was super personal on here). Pretty much today I spent a bunch of time writing my first paper for my Theatre 101 course. I just finished draft 1 of the first paper. I decided to reset my mind by blogging here. Yeah, my writing looks like garbage right now, but I’m gonna try and be more consistent with uploading on here more often. So YEAH!

The only way to get better at blogging is to keep doing it and seeing what I do right and wrong. SO YEAH HERE IS MY AVERAGE RE-ENTRY TO MY BLOG! I’m gonna learn more and more about being persistent with this. Anyway, if you ended up reading this, thank you!

HAVE A GREAT EVENING, FRIENDS! I will go and work on my second paper and then my draft! BYE EVERYONE!



Matthew 25:21

                “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’”

                Hello and welcome to the first official post of “Jesus in Disguise”. This post is actually kind of ironic, considering it was a long time coming. It is already quarter to one and I’m not tired at all. I see now that the Holy Spirit likes to keep me up late. I’m not complaining, as long as I feel the awesomeness that is the presence of the father, I’m fine! Anyways, I felt like this passage would be a wonderful kickoff for this blog. I am both excited and nervous to give you this message: excited, because I get to talk about Jesus to you guys, and nervous because it’s God we’re talking about, and God’s no small matter. However, as long as we stick to scripture, and of course listen to our papa in heaven, we’ll be fine.

                We’ve all heard them, that moment when we’re all wearing our cap and gowns, listening to the echoed words of every single graduation speech ever. We’re seated next to our brothers and sisters, with an ambition to save the world; but as we wake up the next day, life is the same as it were when we were in high school, the only difference being we’re not in class. I’m not going to say that it’s a lack of motivation, considering last night you felt like you could become the next pope; but rather it’s fear, fear of failure. In Matthew 25:24, Jesus says

                 “Then the man who had received the one talent” this is the guy who buried his talent “came. ‘Master, he said, ‘I knew that you are a hard man, harvesting where you have not sown and gathering where you have not scattered seed. So I was afraid and went out and hid your talent in the ground. See, here is what belongs to you.’”

                The thing here is that we’re scared of what people might think of us when they see us preach the gospel to them. Coming from public school, I understand that fear, but we should take heart in the very last words in the gospel of Matthew.

                Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

                Or should we also look in Joshua 1:9 where the Lord tells Joshua

                “Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.”

                Trusting the Lord with this is not an easy thing. It’s easier to just tell everyone about trusting the Lord than to literally trust in Him, to wrap everything up

                “The Lord himself goes before and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged” (Deuteronomy 31:21).

The Actual Cat

How long has it been up there?

“About two hours!”

How can a cat get up there?

“Maybe magic…”

You can’t be serious!

“Aye, maybe it’s true!”

Maybe it’s true? It’s true that magic just helped the cat get ALL the way up on that tree which might break any minute now?

“That’s the point!”

What’s the point?


I’m listening!

“The cat is way too heavy for that tree, and plus it’s been up there for two hours!”

Maybe you’re right!

“Heck yes, I’m right!”

Let’s go get a wizard!

“Heck yes, we’re gettin a wizard!”

And so our protagonists leave the tree with the mysterious construction equipment hanging on a few branches. They are never heard from again… wow… this is a weird story.

Kitty Cat

“Lawl, cats are stuck in trees!”

EGO! Stop it! I’m trying to write a new post here!

“HA! What are you? A poet?”


Why must I put up with you?

“Because I’m a part of you!”

Yes… that small part of the brain where I wish to plunge a screwdriver through!

“Ha! Jokes on you, cause you’ll be dead if you do that!”

At least I’ll be away from you!

“Now what do ya mean by that?”

I mean that you’re annoying! Can I be anymore clear?

“Cloaking devices…”

Ha ha ha… you are just sooo hilarious.

“I try my best!”

How about you actually DO your best and try to help me out with this?

“With what? Your ‘Chaos of Imagination’ that stupid blog you keep uploading on?”

… Excuse me?


At least I’m not afraid to post stuff.

“At least… shut up!”

How about you make me?

“How about you shove my foot in your eyeball?”



I’m afraid to sleep now…

“I guess I should leave you to your… yeah…”

You’re still here!


Exactly, quiet… now on to my poem about that cat!

The Voice of Gamers… Translated

I laugh out loud from seeing your lack of skill in this multi-player game. You seem to be a rookie, which is why I exceed in everything I do.

I believe that the woman who gave birth to you is my current love interest. I plan to express my love to her even further.

I can determine the sexuality of everyone, for it is a known fact that everyone, besides me of course, is a homosexual.

Hmmm, it seems that your lack of skill is affecting the game, I shall ask my friends to dispose of you from this game.

Excuse me, but your avatar is a female… might I say that I am sensitive?

Did you know that my father works for the company which moderates these events? I shall have him dispose of you.

Yes of course I am romantically involved with a female… Did you just ask for her whereabouts? Oh… um… She is currently unavailable.

I believe that at the fall of night, your mother did not utter those words.

Of course, my love partner is attractive… I believe that “photos” would not be necessary for me to send to you…

What do you mean I’m being intolerant?

Your mother is intolerant!

That is it, I will be departing from this lobby, farewell poorly-trained individuals!


Go Forth

Go Forth, my friends,

Go forth, my enemies,

Go forth, my family,

Go forth, my peers,

Go forth, my defenders,

Go forth, my offenders,

Go forth, my minions,

Go forth, my commanders,


Go back, my pride,

Go back, my hate,

Go back, my lust,

Go back, my anger,

Go back, my greed,

Go back, my wrath,

Go back, my lies,

Go back, my deceit,


Come forth, my freedom,

Come forth, my king,

For you, I rhyme,

For you, I sing.


Gro’Grash, they say,

Gro’Grash, they whisper,

Gro’Grash, they pray,

Gro’Grash, they whither.

Gro’Grash, my name,

Gro’Grash, my crest,

Gro’Grash, my fame,

Gro’Grash, my rest.

Gro’Grash, their terror,

Gro’Grash, their beast,

Gro’Grash, Pa’s error,

Gro’Grash, their feast…